hmm?

I'm kinda worried about myself. It seems like lately, I am the most content when my mind is vegging out and not really working on anything. I guess this might be a common thing? but it's not the way I used to be at all. My grades are dropping in school and I have a hard time focusing on conversations and remembering (and even picking up on)details. I don't know what's going on with me at all. It's like I just want to check out of life, in general. Or most of it, anyway. I don't really care about school, a career, money, etc...I wish my time could be solely spent on praying, reading the bible, and of course my boyfriend. And music. Some friends, too. Everything else just seems very low on my priority list right now and I just can't get myself to focus on those things. I'm very apathetic. I don't like it. It's scaring me.