Sunday, October 28, 2007
redefining myself
I'm so confused right now. I thought that my life was changing for the better this year but now I feel like I'm right back where I was before. I don't know what God is doing at all. I know His plan is the best but when i see things work out for everyone else, I get really, really sad that things never work out for me.
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I don't know how many times I've been there. In fact, I'm still at that point. One thing that came to my mind the other day, was that maybe God's will isn't a location, y'know? I always waited to arrive at the place where I'm at peace, but I never got there. It seems that for most people our age, God's will is a path, a direction. The Bible says that we should leave our tomorrow in His hands. But maybe it's ok to keep looking forward and not know where exactly we'll end up. In a way, it's exciting to know that God's moving us to right where He wants us. It's also unsettling. I know that I don't like change and unrest. I want to feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be. But God is in control and I'm learning to put my tomorrow in His hands and follow wherever He leads me on this mysterious path.
God bless and I'm praying for you.
~Curtis~
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